My Idol Party 2018

It’s been a long while since the last idol event I attend. At the same time long time never did any blog post. Been shifting priorities well life goes on. So there is this event My Idol Party 2018 which happen on 13 of may there is also a pre-concert fan meeting on the 12 of may . I never been so interested to do any write this much before. A lot happened in this 2 days good bad and everything in between.

To be honest I am still barely know Luce Twinkle Wink after all these years but then I’m still attracted to going to concert is something I really enjoy and looking forward to. Especially this time you get 4 idol group 4 times the fun.

Fun stuff
Day zero fans event
It’s held on a cafe. I had my very first taste of this offkai thingy. Basically all fans just chill out in a nice environment and all the member of the group will move around and interact with us. In between the event there is janken competition finally end with the compulsory cheki session. I almost miss the chance to attend for not gather up courage to stay at the event hall and ask. I just walk pass look around and walk pass and look around until finally saw someone I know. I was beat up by the coolness of this guy and just walk pass the even place again. After a few more round of passing by I finally saw someone else that I am comfortable to talk with and manage to secure the final sit for the event.

Through the interaction with every member I get to learn more about them even if I am just listening most of the time. I barely able speak with other well using the language that i have complete fluency i just cant speak unless i am really trying most of the time is not the right place for you to try not while the next person is right behind you waiting. Even if i am not having a conversation there is others that did the talking and keep the conversation on going. I on the other hand enjoy that also probably pick up a skill or two on how to/what to do. There is a mini stage event after the private fan event. Just a short one with some QnA. Saki’s dinosaur act 10/10 nuff said. Overall is a great experience for me and great warm up for the main event the next day.

Day 1 My Idol Party
Things does not went well on the day it self but manage to turn out just right in the end of the day. Reach around 930 waiting for the entrance to open at 10. Nothing happened at 10 am so everyone just wait there patiently. It was until 1030am only ticket counter opened. After awhile ticket counter disappeared. At the point of the time i should have notice that things isn’t right yet i did not notice. We waited for some time only then got the first news which is event will be delay for sometime. In the end Idol Party My never happen. All we get is all group high touch after that buppan and cheki sessions. Hang around on the event hall for sometime seeing everyone leaving the event space one by one i myself also leaving half full plenty of empty.

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food

Just when i am about to reach home there is this tweet come to save my sorry day. Take an U-turn immediately. When i reach everyone was there already. There is seafood plate and mixed plate and more interaction time with all Luce member again. It is from this event i notice that the person i hold against actually has yasashi ness male tsundere it seems. When other have trouble expressing himself in japanese this guy gently helps.. the little thing that give you away. This round of offkai also i manage to crack my own mouth and uttered sentence instead of words.

Not so fun stuff
In no particular order all this happen in this two day
1. Doesn’t see the whole picture still rush without properly thinking
2. Cause inconvenience to others because of my blindness
3. Blank out then afraid for not good reason whatsoever
4. Running away from interaction so ashamed of myself when one of the group member tries to talk to me and i obviously not trying my best to reply and it ends awkwardly.
5. Heard one person complain about the other person about stuff that trigger him. I did some of the mistake also. His words hit me and keeping that in mind I have a sense of not doing it anymore
6. Saw a few person get a sign t-shirt. At that moment I’m full of jelly. Now it turns into motivation to earn it as a recognition as the result of real effort has been done. For the moment her appreciation after the live from last event is the best gift i get. I still remember the joy when she paying attention on my down the stage. Was really looking for the concert this time too for this reason.

That’s it for now. Until the next blog this is me signing off.

GamePlan 2016

As a rules follower no picture was taken at any time of the event so this is another post with just wall of text talking random stuff and self satisfaction about Gameplan2016 at taruc. It’s an Idol and Gaming combination event. My main focus this time is on the idol part because that’s the main reason i attend Gameplan other than to visit my lovely tarc. Hibikipro is bringing in Stella☆Beats and Luce Twinkle Wink☆ two units that is under Arc Jewel to this year Gameplan .

Shameless confession time… This only song i know before attending the event is 1st love story by Luce Twinkle Wink☆ for the anime “And you thought there is never a girl online?” Fail attendee is fail. Now i do know more of their songs my favorite song is dunno the title but it start of with Luce Twinkle Wink and the tower song you are a star and kinda get myself an oshimen. Saki chan super cute… it’s all started with a random color cloth i purchase my jaw drop when i heard the price for specific member shirt. Now that i had all of their singles time to fully listen and enjoy their songs and hopefully become a better fans than i am now. Now on to Stella☆Beats i got nothing without actually googling if i wanna talk about them i rather i myself got at least a little bit knowledge about them before i start talking.

Although Gameplan is a much larger than the other two idol events that i been. The flow is still basically the same there is a omake session and a concert session. Because of the larger crowd seeing fans going all out during the concert is a magnificent scene. Without much idea of the song for both unit i kinda blank out here and there during the concert time. When i am not blank out i do really enjoy being in a concert if not i would not have make my ticket purchase.

To be honest i actually enjoyed more the event host mainly by Hibiki himself not to say this event is not good far from that. Main reason for that is because i am blaming myself for not really doing homework after attending idol multiple time if i am gonna keep attending then basically i should have at least transit into next phase. All throughout the event my mind is occupied by self blaming for being 中途半端 and why am i spending money for something that i seriously barely know..Other than that on a slightly lower degree of influence to my satisfaction level being low is the feel of going contractless idol(not sure the proper way to say this) and proper idol unit has a slight different. This slight different do influence my level of enjoyment. Why am i still attending if i din really into this. Mainly to support this type of event to make sure there is a future i don’t wanna see all this unique experience disappear just like that. That’s why even my money disappear faster than eye blinking i would still do it and do it and do it for the future of Japanese Culture in Malaysia. I do like Idols so all the goodies i get is and will be taken good care of.

I’m glad that i gather up courage to talk to Roan and through that know bunch of really cool people by knowing i mean become less awkward but still awkward kinda knowing. Thanks for that little push my new friend during the concert that make Saki Chan notice me. The journey to become a proper fan is still far away for me. I can only do for so much and so much is never enough.

This is it for now until the next event #majulahidoluntuknegara